Author: anoceanroars

…and i hate writing about myself. It feels awkward. Or i am a bit awkward and rather not write about it. i have not got a clue where to begin or end… …at this very moment i am a recent graduate of Colorado State University. i live in Longmont, Colorado, which i next to Boulder. Boulder is where all hipsters live. See, this crap is rather boring. i moved here from Budapest, Hungary four years ago, well, actually that is sort of a lie. i was living in Lyon, France one year before i moved to Colorado and before that Hungary. i like to travel or move. i keep moving… i have many interest besides moving: writing, watching, taking, listening and reading (stories, films, photographs, music and books).

Thousands

Thousands of words have flowed from my lips and your lips Thousands of grains of sand between my toes Thousands of days i’ve waited for the sun’s eclipse Thousands of hours i’ve waited for you, heaven knows Thousands of breaths i have inhaled and have exhaled Thousands of smiles i have smiled today Thousands of […]

Budapest

Sorry, but i have not had much to say lately. For the moment here are some more photos of my last day in Budapest. i took these photos near and of the Parliament. The shoes near the Duna represent the Jewish people that were murdered during the WWII in Hungary. In one photo you can […]

The Battle of Muhi

My friend Tamás took me to visit this site in my last week in Hungary. It is in the middle of nowhere and on the way back from somewhere. It is in memory of those lost in the battle between the Mongol Empire and the Kingdom of Hungary during 1241. It seems like it could […]

Narrow and Void (Yellow Sparrow)

My life has played out as a prefabricated illusion It’s time for me to end my illegitimate intrusion Around me there is too much dissonant confusion You and i must not procrastinate our conclusion It’s time for you to sever our attachment this day But a world without you will be forever dull and grey […]

Please Don’t Speak English!

i never know exactly what i will write on Tuesday mornings until i sit here with my macbook on my lap. i do get ideas throughout the week, but if you know me, then you know i am random, which was actually a nickname a friend gave me years ago, Randomman. This week’s topic is […]

this is the day you fell from grace

Another old poem, i use this word loosely. i do not claim to write poetry or at least good poetry, but i have to express how i feel. Sometimes, it feels more like a song, than poetry. i have had people tell me that i express exactly what they are feeling, so that is why […]

Smoking

i noticed something here that i had not noticed in the Hungarians, but know to be true of them as well; the French people smoke a lot. It is a bit strange since the government seems to be against it and they have banned smoking indoors, but you can smoke in the tram stops and […]

the end

i wrote this years ago, but it always feel like today… What is this feeling deep inside i don’t understand it so i run, i hide i told you i’m not in love, i lied What is this feeling that hurts my pride My darling, i can’t escape my fate i found you in a […]

Comparing Cities

Sometimes i feel at a lose of what to say because either there are too many things to say or i have nothing to say. This week i feel like i have nothing to say. i thought i could do a little compare contrast between Budapest and Lyon. i know it is not really fair […]

Today

Today I smiled I laughed I walked A mile Today I thrived I touched I loved A while Today I discovered I writhed I regurgitated Your distance Today I changed I cracked I dissolved My existence ocean babin 17 julius 2006