Author: anoceanroars

…and i hate writing about myself. It feels awkward. Or i am a bit awkward and rather not write about it. i have not got a clue where to begin or end… …at this very moment i am a recent graduate of Colorado State University. i live in Longmont, Colorado, which i next to Boulder. Boulder is where all hipsters live. See, this crap is rather boring. i moved here from Budapest, Hungary four years ago, well, actually that is sort of a lie. i was living in Lyon, France one year before i moved to Colorado and before that Hungary. i like to travel or move. i keep moving… i have many interest besides moving: writing, watching, taking, listening and reading (stories, films, photographs, music and books).

4 Year Old Me

Day 30: 4 – “When you were 4 years old, what do you remember most as something that you consider as your ambition?” Really 4? I do not remember anything from when I was 4. I do remember at 5 I wished I was dead. I am guessing my life from the birth canal to […]

Three Films

Day 29: 3 – “Write about your top 3 favorite movies.” If you have the book that I am using, then you know that I have swapped a this prompt for another one. The first film is from my childhood. I watched it on the television every year. Anyone older than Netflix would probably have […]

Two Songs

Day 28: 2 – Write about 2 songs that you love best.” Love is a strong word. I do not even use it for people. I find it difficult to say it. I used to say it a lot more, but it was always unrequited love. I laugh at people who love things, at least […]

Number 1

Day 27: 1 – “Write about the one person whom you consider as the most important person in your life.” I have a huge list of important people in my life. They live in my head all day and most nights. They are in the past, but haunt the present. They were called friend, but […]

Z is for Zest

Day 26: “Z is for “Zest”. What do you have the most zest for? I guess that would have to be lemon pie. I really love lemon meringue pie. It should have a little lemon zest in it to bring out that lemon flavour. Sometimes I even put a little zest into lemonade, when I […]

Y is for You

Day 25: “Y is for “You”. Write about how you define yourself.” I am ocean. That is what I tell people all the time. I don’t know how to describe myself. I don’t feel as though I know myself that well. I am full of contradictions. I love hard, yet I am a robot. I […]

X is for Xenial

Day 24: “X is for “Xenial”. Xenial means having friendly competition. Who do you have this kind of competition with?” Myself. I was not sure that was the definition for xenial so I looked it up. Here is what I found, “Adjective used to describe a friendly relationship between a host and their guests.” This […]

W is for Weird

Day 23: “W is for “Weird”. What’s weird about you?” I will ask you a question. What is not weird about me? I have been called weird my whole life. I have a weird way of talking, walking, looking, thinking, and every other -ing word you can think of right now. But what I think […]

V is for Voice

Day 21: “V is for “Voice”. What’s something that you’ve always wanted to tell someone?” Shut the fuck up! I have this weird thing in my head that happens when people are talking to me that makes me want to scream that out to people. I am not sure why it happens, but it does. […]

U is for Undeniable

Day 21: “U is for “Undeniable”. Have you ever felt love that was undeniable?” I have never actually had a relationship type love. I have felt love many times throughout my life, or at least what I thought was love. I have loved friends, perhaps too much. I have given myself to many of my […]