Author: anoceanroars

…and i hate writing about myself. It feels awkward. Or i am a bit awkward and rather not write about it. i have not got a clue where to begin or end… …at this very moment i am a recent graduate of Colorado State University. i live in Longmont, Colorado, which i next to Boulder. Boulder is where all hipsters live. See, this crap is rather boring. i moved here from Budapest, Hungary four years ago, well, actually that is sort of a lie. i was living in Lyon, France one year before i moved to Colorado and before that Hungary. i like to travel or move. i keep moving… i have many interest besides moving: writing, watching, taking, listening and reading (stories, films, photographs, music and books).

T is for Trouble

Day 20: “T is for “Trouble”. When was the last time that you got into trouble?” Oh wow! A girl in trouble is a temporary thing. Is the first thing I think of when I hear the word trouble. I cannot think of the last time I got in trouble. If it is difficulty kind […]

S is for Serendipity

Day 19: “S is for “Serendipity”. Do you believe in serendipity? Why or why not?” Serendipity is to love as karma is to religion. Neither exist to me. They are ridiculous. Serendipity is the occurrence and development of events by chance in a happy or beneficial way. The word sounds so silly to me. I […]

R is for Red

Day 18: “R is for “Red”. Write about the color Red.” Read is the colour for whores. At least in my head that is true. Hold on, I have proof. “RoxanneYou don’t have to put on the red lightThose days are overYou don’t have to sell your body to the nightRoxanneYou don’t have to wear […]

Q is for Quick

Day 17: “Q is for “Quick.” What’s one thing that you want to do quickly?” Die! I do not want to have a long painful death. I feel I deserve to die quickly. I have lived much longer than I had planned. I thought I would be long dead by now. I definitely tried to […]

P is for Priceless

Day 16: “P is for “Priceless”. What’s priceless in your life?” There has only been one thing in my life that I consider priceless. Friendship. I have never considered anything else of value. The problem is that the people I have given my friendship to have not been worthy of it. I give my whole […]

O is for Over

Day 15: “O is for “Over”. What part of your life do you consider to really be “over”?” Over? Life? Two words most people do not like to hear. I wonder about a lot of things being over, but I am not dead so nothing is really over. I usually live like my life is […]

N is for Night

Day 14: “N is for “Night”. What do you love to do during night time?” I cannot get to sleep at a decent hour most nights. I am a bit of a night bird. I believe one of the reasons that I cannot sleep is that I think there are things happening in the world […]

M is for Memory

Day 13: “M is for “Memory”. Write about your most painful memory, or something that you really do not want to look back on.” I wish I could say this was hard to do because I don’t have any painful memories, but I have so many that the hardest part is choosing one memory. My […]

L is for Love

Day 12: “L is for “Love”. What is love for you?” “What is love?Oh baby, don’t hurt meDon’t hurt meNo more” I should have known love would be next. The unanswered question. Everyone wonders what is love. Some of us find it in a bar at 3 p.m. Some of us find it at a […]

K is for Kindness

Day 11: “K is for “Kindness“. Do you feel like people still have a sense of kindness these days?” Wow! This one is difficult to see at times. The news likes to report everything that is terrible so it seems like people are horrible. I find more kindness in everyday life from strangers. As Blanche […]